I think I may have found some new motivation… A girl I new from high school who was totally NOT hot and was pretty chubby is now cute and not very chubby anymore. I always swore to my self that I'd never let my self get to that size. I'm pretty sure I've surpassed it. I think I weigh more than what I did at the doctor's office a couple years ago and that's disappointing to me. I also swore I'd never weigh more than that. I know what I need to do and what I'm going to do as soon as I get the chance to do anything today. I'm going shopping. I'm going to buy fruits, vegetables, fiber stuff, etc… I will NOT let my self be fat anymore.
I'm going to get a full body picture of my self and post it on my refrigerator, mirror in my room, and the mirror in the bathroom. That's my motivation. My other motivation is another girl in high school. She was so horrible to me; but I secretly wanted to be like her. I still want to be like her. Not exactly like her; because she has no formal education and works at a tanning salon; but she's perfect. I don't want to be perfect, I just want to go to my 10 yr reunion in a couple of years, and when I see her again, I want her to wonder who the hell I am.
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