I've been trying to find the motivation for a week now. I have yet to find it. I really need to find it soon. I think instead of losing weight, I've gained weight. I think that as soon as I find a job, I will buy a Wii again. (Mine was stolen) I may try to commandeer my parents' balance board and buy Wii Fit Plus again. In the meantime, I'll use my little punching bag and kick it's ass. It's nice to punch that when I am feeling stressed or angry.
I'm also kinda hoping that I get a camp counselor job somewhere in Colorado or some other place. A camp counselor job would be a good thing. I'd certainly be more active. It'd also get me away from home before I start my clinical teaching. It'd give me experience and something to put on my resume as well. Not to mention, I'd meet new people and get out of my shell.
Sometimes I think of extremes I could try to lose weight. I'd like to try a detox thing; but like I said, I've read that they're dangerous. I hate to admit it, but I've considered making my self puke and/or taking a whole bunch of fiber supplements at one time. I know I should drink more water and so I think about drinking glasses and glasses of water and maybe that'll help. Maybe I should just stop writing this and get off the couch.
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